like the titles says im lost..ive been lost now for about a month. for further explanation it starts with my ex-boyfriend...he was feelin that God was tellin him that we werent meant to be together. so we broke up. well this has been really hard on both of us. though i think its been harder on me...im not really sure about how he's felt. i just know i still love him and he still loves me...well atleast i think he does..he says he does.

tonight i broke down cryin...it wouldnt be the first time in the past month to just start thinkin about him and to brake down. its really hard. but sadly its what he wants..for now. i found out that his ex before me and him were talkin again (not sure if it means bf/gf talkin or just talkin) because her and her bf are/were fighting and might brake up and ive heard from 3 people that they might get back together...which is killin me...

anyway just updating for now. sorry if its very vauge on the details. its really hard to write them all down.